What To Do Now That I Know

An audible 'click' sounded around the room as Yugi left the house. He turned back around and smiled before leaving it behind. The more the amethyst-eyed teen thought about Yami, the more his voice spoke about his love to Yugi in the teen's head. Yugi sighed as that's all he could think about and not which way he should go, to follow his heart. As hard as he could think, his mind would always go back to Yami. Which he had no idea why. Yami had betrayed him by leaving him all alone to go to New York with Anzu when she offered.

The day door is closed
The echoes fill your soul
They won't say which way to go
Just trust your heart

Yugi found out that he had loved Yami too. But, he regrets never telling Yami that he loved him too. The teen sighed, something he found himself doing a lot of since the crimson-eyed man left. Yugi eventually made it to the park. He smiled as he walked through the gate to the park. The best memories of his and Yami's were here. Yugi walked to the bridge where he and Yami had their first kiss. The teen sighed yet again as he knew he wasn't sure what to do anymore. Yami's leaving and especially going with Anzu was really hard on him. He barely left his home anymore, even to go out with his friends.

To find you're here for
Open another door
But I'm not sure anymore
It's just so hard

The things that ran through his head anymore seemed like the best things he could do. He was just so close to accepting what they were and about to do one of those things. It seemed like he was on the very edge. They just kept pushing themselves in his head. It was so hard to resist and too easy to accept. But he knew he wasn't sure which one he would actually do. Either ignore them completely or, just do what his mind was supplying him with.

Voices in my head
Tell me they know best
Got me on the edge
They're pushin', pushin'
They're pushin'

It seemed like a part of his mind was working all on its own. Locking his mind out of it so he couldn't stop the things that he was thinking. But he knew it was possible to stop. He just needed to push through the barricade it put up to keep him out. Yugi always thought of fighting his own mind so he could take control of his life again. Sometimes he drove through the barricade or fought it with his bare hands.

I know they've got a plan
But the ball's in my hands
This time is man-to-man
I'm drivin', fightin', inside of

It seems like since Yami left Yugi behind, his life has turned upside down and spun out of control. The longer he fights himself the more his life seems to spin out of control. He was always thinking of ways to get his mind off of Yami for once. But it really didn't seem possible since Yami was his whole world. 'What do I do now? Without you?' Yugi thought as he thought about Yami and him together. In fact, he started to see himself and Yami having fun together at the park.

(A world that's upside down)
It's spinning faster
What do I do now
Without you

Yugi didn't know where his life was headed anymore. Whether it was his future job, college, or even the Kame Game Shop he adored so damn much. He was always trying to figure out what he would do next and what would happen afterwards. Sometimes he never even saw what was coming next. Like Yami leaving with Anzu. He wanted Yami back with him and have fun like they used to. But that would never happen again he guessed. Yugi wanted to yell out his frustrations.

I don't know where to go
What's the right team
I want my own thing
So bad I'm going scream

Yugi couldn't choose if he should go after Yami, stay at the game shop, or just end his miserable life. The teen thought about the irony of Yami coming back and being happy that Yugi ended his own life so Yami didn't have to deal with him anymore. But it didn't seem like Yami would that kind of person. Though he also didn't seem like the kind of person who would cheat on him and leave Yugi behind like he did. Yugi ruffled his own hair in his confusion. And it wasn't easy for someone to confuse him, or even himself to get confused. Although Yami probably didn't want anything to do with him, it was his dream to get back together with him. Again he wanted to yell, but this time in confusion.

I can't choose, so confused
What's it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I'm going scream

Yugi started walking away from the park and kept kicking rocks on his walk. Though he wasn't going to go back home just yet. In his mind he started getting rid of all the walls with his and Yami's happy memories. Those and Anzu's memories with him. He just couldn't take her and Yami being together. So what better way to forget them than getting rid of their memories? He started breaking them all. No matter what they were of. Yugi no longer wanted anything to do with either of them. He started punching them, leaving dents in them. And crashing into them with his mind attacks at them.

I'm kicking down the walls
I gotta make 'em fall
Just break through 'em all
I'm punchin', crashing, I'm gonna

Finally he realized he was getting rid of them all to find himself within each one. But he was the only one looking into them, fighting for himself as well. He wasn't sure which one he should go after next. Then he stopped, not knowing which way to go next. Yugi suddenly started running, looking at each memory as he passed them. Looking for something, but not exactly sure what it was. Though adrenaline was pumping through him to help him find whatever he was looking for.

Fight to find myself
Me and no one else
Which way, I can't tell
I'm searchin', searchin', can't find the

Suddenly Yugi stopped. He wasn't sure now which way he should go. He only had two ways, right or left. Suddenly he was knocked out of his head as his legs buckled underneath him. Realizing he was just hit by lightning, as it just started raining. Amethyst eyes widened as he realized he survived through a lightning attack. He finally found that his legs had carried him to the train station where Yami had left Yugi behind. Yugi smiled sadly as he seemed to realize that without Yami by his side nothing worked for him anymore.

(Way that I should turn)
I should, to right or left,
it's... It's like nothing works
Without you

Yugi didn't know where to go after he found himself at the last place he had seen Yami before he left. He wasn't sure what to do anymore. The teen sighed as he took a seat on a bench outside of the station. Amethyst eyes seemed to dim as he wasn't sure what was going on in his life anymore. Yugi was tired of picking what to do and where to go. He was also tired of doing what everyone else expected him to do, get over Yami. His body started shaking as he was trying to hold in his tears and cry out his sadness.

I don't know where to go
What's the right team
I want my own thing
So bad I'm gonna scream

Thoughts were running through his head like him ending his life, running back home, or running away if Yami were to come back here. With those thoughts and concentrating on trying to not cry he was becoming confused as to what to do anymore. He wasn't sure what it all meant but he knew he wouldn't be getting the answers anytime soon. His only dream now seemed to be him living in peace when he died of old age and went up to heaven. But he couldn't do that without Yami. He wanted to cry out his fears but held them in.

I can't choose, so confused
What's it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I'm gonna scream

Yugi looked confused for a moment before realization dawned over his face and he pulled his phone out. The caller was unknown. This confused Yugi to no end because he usually didn't get any unknown calls. He sighed and pressed the red key before putting it back in his pocket. The teen got up and started heading home, considering it was getting late. A train pulled into the station at that moment and Yugi could hear the ruckus of people moving about and talking. Yugi started hearing voices as he held his ears.

Yeah, the clock's running down
Hear the crowd gettin' loud
I'm consumed by the sound

Although his hands went back to his sides after he spotted a figure with straightened hair and sunglasses on. The figure looked familiar, he tilted his head. 'Sunglasses?' Yugi shook his head as he turned and walked away. 'The people nowadays. Getting weirder and weirder by the minute.' Yugi thought as he kept walking. Though, if he turned back around, he would've seen the sunglasses lowered and would've spotted crimson eyes looking straight at him. And their owner's smirk as the owner of them turned around and grabbed his bags. Yugi got further and further away from the station and worked the Yami situation out in his head, he knew he could do it.

Is it her?
Is it love?
Can the music ever be enough?
Gotta work it out!
Gotta work it out!
You can do it!
You can do it!

Yugi didn't know if he wanted to go back to his home or the park again. But eventually he chose home because it was getting late and he didn't want his grandfather to worry about him anymore. He found out what he should do now. And that was to just go home and sleep it off. Maybe also remember the happy times he and his friends or Yami were together. The teen had decided to do his own thing from now on. And he was going to stick with it. The loneliness was finally leaving his heart.

I don't know where to go
What's the right team
I want my own thing
So bad I'm gonna scream

The amethyst-eyed teen chose if he could move on from Yami then he would. But if he couldn't then he would die alone and wait for Yami to join him up in Heaven or in the Afterlife. Though he was still confused as to why he chose this path, the point was that he still loved Yami with all his heart. And no one would ever be able to take that spot in his heart. His new dream was to be himself and get out more. Also to not let Yami's betrayal keep him down from doing that. Now, there was one thing left to do. Let his frustration, confusion, sadness, fear, loneliness and betrayal out in one loud...

I can't chose, so confused
What's it all mean
I want my own dream
So bad I'm gonna scream

"Aaughhhhhhh!" Yugi screamed. The tense muscles finally relaxed being relaxed after a long seven months. Amethyst eyes opened and a huge grin almost split his face. It was probably one of the most truest grins one sees in a hundred years. The teen continued his walk back to his house with a smile on his face. Finally being able to get all those emotions out of his system had done him some good.

"Very good, aibou. Finally get rid of everything that you needed to?" That voice stopped Yugi in his tracks. And the smile disappeared turning it into a frown. Of course he didn't turn around but he also didn't speak. This man didn't deserve a talk. He betrayed Yugi seven months ago when he went with Anzu to go to New York. Which still puzzled the teen but he wasn't going to give Yami the satisfaction he wanted. "I'm hurt, little one. Won't you talk to your boyfriend?" Yami asked him.

Yugi turned to face him. "You know damn well why I won't talk to you!" He yelled at Yami. "It's because you betrayed me when you accepted that whore's invitation to go with her! And you even had the nerve to tell me that you didn't love me, you were only in it for the sex, and you really loved Anzu!" Yugi explained to his ex. "So no. I won't talk to you after this. It finally took me this night to let go of everything and you're ruining that just by being here!" Yugi shouted the last part. Trying to get through Yami's head that Yugi was no longer his to manipulate and control.

Yami frowned and started walking towards Yugi, who started backing up until he was backed up to the game shop's back door. The teen turned his head to the side and looked down so he wouldn't be able to see Yami's face. A pale hand lifted Yugi's head up and his lips were covered with Yami's own. Yugi's arms wrapped his arms around Yami's neck as Yami's own arms wrapped around Yugi's waist. The kiss then became opened-mouthed as their tongues swirled together with each other. Yami's mouth let go of Yugi's lips as he connected to his little one's neck, marking it with a love bite.

Yugi suddenly realized what was going on and he pushed Yami away. His amethyst eyes darkened in his anger for Yami. "Don't even think about doing that again you asshole! You know damn well once you left with that slut that there was never another chance for you with me. So just go rent an apartment and go to it. For you are not welcomed into my home. By my grandfather, by me, nor by-" But Yugi was cut off as the Kame Game Shop door opened and revealed a tanner version of Yami.

"Yugi?" The man asked and sighed in relief. "I thought I heard you out here." Although once he had caught sight of Yugi's watery eyes, he noticed someone else with him. The man walked up to Yugi and pulled him to his chest to let him cry. "Who are you? And why is he crying?" He looked down and noticed Yugi clutching his shirt in his fists. "Habibi, are you alright?" Yugi shook his head as he buried it in the man's shirt right where the heart would beat. The man looked back to Yami. "Answer me! What have you done to him?"

At seeing Yugi being held so lovingly by this man made his blood boil. "I am Yami! And Yugi's boyfriend of 2 years! I haven't done anything to him!" Yami yelled. Though he froze when he saw the man's eyes widen then narrow to mere slits in a glare thrown at him. Yami suddenly became very curious as to who this man was. He'd never seen the man before and certainly never seen Yugi warm up to someone that fast. Right now, Yami was very confused and he wanted to know the answers to the many questions he had. But the man beat him to it.

"So you are Yami? The one who said those things to Yugi? Then left with a whore?" At this Yami froze again. How the hell did this man know that? "Well, allow me to introduce myself. I am Atemu Asim Akana! And I have been working for Mr. Moto for the last five months and have been friends with Yugi for six months. He's the one who suggested I get the job. We met at Burger World. I remember Yugi was just staring at his food blankly until I joined him to change that look from his beautiful face." He stole a quick glace at Yugi to see he was ready to drop but also saw the blush that was there.

When Atemu mentioned this, Yami fumed. He was about to retort but he saw both glares from Atemu and Yugi aimed straight at him. Yugi then softened his look when he turned his attention to Atemu. "Atemu, please love, I just want to go in and rest before Grandpa comes out here and starts a fight with Yami. I already told him he was not welcomed in the house." Yugi smiled brightly when Atemu nodded to him and returned the smile. Atemu then lifted Yugi bridal-style and went inside the shop. Locking Yami out and leaving him to stare after them brokenhearted.

"I love you, Atemu..." Yugi choked out as the tears finally stopped. "I'm sorry I never told you before." The teen noticed Atemu stopped walking. He looked to the older, expecting to see his crimson eyes filled with hate and anger but instead found surprise, happiness, and love in the ruby depths. Atemu smiled and hugged Yugi blinked before hugging himself close to Atemu. "I love you, Atemu."

"I love you too, little one. I've been waiting so long for you to say those words to me." Atemu was smiling widely and happily now that he owned Yugi's heart and held it his hands. The younger smiled as he directed Atemu to his bedroom. Yugi turned his pleading eyes to Atemu and Atemu chuckled a bit. "I'll stay with you baby. Don't you worry about a thing." They both crawled into Yugi's bed and fell asleep. Happy to know that they both now knew they truly loved each other.